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    Monday, July 3, 2017

    Fantasy's Demise

    Slowly I am dying of lonliness, suffocating in the emptiness.
    I am finding it hard to breathe.
    The stab of pain in my chest reminds me of the nothingness.
    That which follow my fantasy's death.

    You've gone and while good-byes were said, is there really good in them?
    Why am I in deep a shit right now?
    Will I ever get over this… how?

    I have our last conversation on repeat.
    Don't you feel beat?
    Because I am, time and again-- as your name is a constant refrain that courses through my brain.

    Seriously, why is your absence affecting me so?
    I shoulda let this die it's premature death a long time ago.
    But I got caught up with the fantasy of you.
    And now you've gone, my fantasy's demise-- suddenly it's true.

    So I let these words pour through me. Yes, I miss you D!