I seek your likeness in the sea of faces i meet everyday.
Where, oh where are you, my lover?
Why are we estranged?
I try so hard to recapture your essence.
I dream of your being at night.
I wallow in lonliness of you absence.
I curse at Fate for my sad plight.
I desire not another.
Indeed, i have no use for any other.
Charmed and chained.
I remain yours, unchanged.
Why then?
That : there are some, destined to fall in love, but could never be lovers.
And : there are those, destined to be lovers, but could never fall in love.
Now, i long for the lover i once had.
To fall in love with, i delude myself not!
I ask only to be with him again.
To see for myself, that he suffered as much as i, only more pained!
~aco4th
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
rxs-ilo-bcd roadtrip
nag tapos din ang paglalakbay na nag simula noong nagdaang tatlong araw.
mula rxs, binaybay namen ang hindi kagandahang national road patunong ciudad ng ilo.
nadaan muna ako sa bahay ng nanay ko't nakikain ng tanghalian.
kasunod noo'y rendezvous with my pinsan and a friend sa pier patungong bcd.
masaya naman!
nakapagbalot din ako ng pambahay at nakapag-iwan ng mga kasangkapang di ko kaka-ilanganin sa kabilang isla.
in good travelling-spirits ding hinintay namen ang fastcraft na tatangay sa amin sa bcd.
1hr advanced lang naman kame.
ayos! my enough time pang tumalab ang kontra-hilong gamot.
at panay din ang pagpapa picture!
for us 1st-timers, masasabing : passable way-farers din naman!
tamang halo lang ng excitement, kaba at nag-uumapaw na adventurous spirits.
ewan lang sa dalawa kong kasama who were certifiedly takot sa hilong maidudulot ng biyaheng magtatagal lamang ng isa't kalahating oras.
but, just to be on the safe side, i took bonamine na rin.
why not?! XD
i'm not a big fan of fastcrafts. i most definitely have no fondness for these rides.
so my hilo factor pa rin..
mas prefer ko pang planes!
arriving at bcd city 3:30ish, quesy at gutom!
derecho agad sa inn at mag-check in.
to get our bearings back, freshen up muna before heading out to scout for a good place to eat.
i had a craving for pizza!
medyo inatake ng hyper-acidity the other day, kaya my tummy's not feeling so well.
needed something salty, but not oily!
we had chicken inasal : salty nga, BUT oily!
with hunger slightly sated, balik na lang inn at matulog!
recharging is amust!
been awake since 5am.
travelling for 5 hours tops! [with only 1 decent meal to fuel that.]
so sleep it is!
after 2 hours, medyo nakapag-charge na kahit papanu.
game! gala naman.
julz picked me up sa inn [he's my bcd-based friend].
we had dinner at Bob's, which was gratifying because i finally had my pizza!!! [naubos ko siempre isang buong plato!]
this was around 9ish. we were off to Starbucks after that!
as usual i had my javachip! my first after about half a year!
and that was that!
doon nagtapos ang first night ko sa bcd.
the next day, it was time to face some serious business!
it took the most part of our last day : kain, gala, hintay, kain, gala konte, hintay ulet.
3ish : back to pick up my cousin sa L'Fisher then back to our inn, pick up our things and head out!
we took the roro back to ilo!
this was my first time, which turned out to be "not-so-bad"!
the commute from dumagas to ilo city was toxic, though! [i care not to elaborate!]
we made good time, pero 7pm pa rin kame nakarating downtown.
we had to look for matutuluyan, for my insan bago ako naka-uwi sa bahay.
9:30ish : i've got the body aches from travelling all the way from the kabilang-isla, pero determinado pa rin akong tapusin ang araw ng 905 with flourish.
dali-daling naligo, at bumalik downtown with sissy anna to meet with jet and ivan, netty and gino sa rocklounge.
then, we were off to club21 with the rest of the gang!
905 : was one helluva day! started at 0630H sa bcd and ended at 2200H of 906 sa rxs!
nagawa ko ang dalawang-linggong pinagplanohang gawin.
sinamahan ang pinsan ko sa bcd for the ielts exam.
visit mum.
bonding with ilo-friends.
gala, gala at more gala!
plus na yong magpa-umaga sa terraza, get myself psyched up, baring half my soul, and spending quality time with good friends!
amen ~.~
mula rxs, binaybay namen ang hindi kagandahang national road patunong ciudad ng ilo.
nadaan muna ako sa bahay ng nanay ko't nakikain ng tanghalian.
kasunod noo'y rendezvous with my pinsan and a friend sa pier patungong bcd.
masaya naman!
nakapagbalot din ako ng pambahay at nakapag-iwan ng mga kasangkapang di ko kaka-ilanganin sa kabilang isla.
in good travelling-spirits ding hinintay namen ang fastcraft na tatangay sa amin sa bcd.
1hr advanced lang naman kame.
ayos! my enough time pang tumalab ang kontra-hilong gamot.
at panay din ang pagpapa picture!
for us 1st-timers, masasabing : passable way-farers din naman!
tamang halo lang ng excitement, kaba at nag-uumapaw na adventurous spirits.
ewan lang sa dalawa kong kasama who were certifiedly takot sa hilong maidudulot ng biyaheng magtatagal lamang ng isa't kalahating oras.
but, just to be on the safe side, i took bonamine na rin.
why not?! XD
i'm not a big fan of fastcrafts. i most definitely have no fondness for these rides.
so my hilo factor pa rin..
mas prefer ko pang planes!
arriving at bcd city 3:30ish, quesy at gutom!
derecho agad sa inn at mag-check in.
to get our bearings back, freshen up muna before heading out to scout for a good place to eat.
i had a craving for pizza!
medyo inatake ng hyper-acidity the other day, kaya my tummy's not feeling so well.
needed something salty, but not oily!
we had chicken inasal : salty nga, BUT oily!
with hunger slightly sated, balik na lang inn at matulog!
recharging is amust!
been awake since 5am.
travelling for 5 hours tops! [with only 1 decent meal to fuel that.]
so sleep it is!
after 2 hours, medyo nakapag-charge na kahit papanu.
game! gala naman.
julz picked me up sa inn [he's my bcd-based friend].
we had dinner at Bob's, which was gratifying because i finally had my pizza!!! [naubos ko siempre isang buong plato!]
this was around 9ish. we were off to Starbucks after that!
as usual i had my javachip! my first after about half a year!
and that was that!
doon nagtapos ang first night ko sa bcd.
the next day, it was time to face some serious business!
it took the most part of our last day : kain, gala, hintay, kain, gala konte, hintay ulet.
3ish : back to pick up my cousin sa L'Fisher then back to our inn, pick up our things and head out!
we took the roro back to ilo!
this was my first time, which turned out to be "not-so-bad"!
the commute from dumagas to ilo city was toxic, though! [i care not to elaborate!]
we made good time, pero 7pm pa rin kame nakarating downtown.
we had to look for matutuluyan, for my insan bago ako naka-uwi sa bahay.
9:30ish : i've got the body aches from travelling all the way from the kabilang-isla, pero determinado pa rin akong tapusin ang araw ng 905 with flourish.
dali-daling naligo, at bumalik downtown with sissy anna to meet with jet and ivan, netty and gino sa rocklounge.
then, we were off to club21 with the rest of the gang!
905 : was one helluva day! started at 0630H sa bcd and ended at 2200H of 906 sa rxs!
nagawa ko ang dalawang-linggong pinagplanohang gawin.
sinamahan ang pinsan ko sa bcd for the ielts exam.
visit mum.
bonding with ilo-friends.
gala, gala at more gala!
plus na yong magpa-umaga sa terraza, get myself psyched up, baring half my soul, and spending quality time with good friends!
amen ~.~
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
burning bridges
its disgusting, your undeniably lame promises.
they serve no purpose, nor justify excuses.
your meanness cannot define what goodness you may have done
i know you not to be the devil, but your cruelty is second to none
i was a fool to believe what you've falsely shown.
i would never have, had i known.
fie on you for making-believe.
shame on me, for i believed!
i laugh at my foolishness and cry for it was unfair
i curse at your wickedness, how could you lie with such flair
burning bridges.. i'm through with your lies..
you leave me no choice.. i must do this or [die!?]
~aco4th
they serve no purpose, nor justify excuses.
your meanness cannot define what goodness you may have done
i know you not to be the devil, but your cruelty is second to none
i was a fool to believe what you've falsely shown.
i would never have, had i known.
fie on you for making-believe.
shame on me, for i believed!
i laugh at my foolishness and cry for it was unfair
i curse at your wickedness, how could you lie with such flair
burning bridges.. i'm through with your lies..
you leave me no choice.. i must do this or [die!?]
~aco4th
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