Home-Alone

I woke up with a sudden burst of awareness.. The were birds singing.. For a m0ment, i thought i was back h0me.
But i wasn't.
Mem0ries of a distant past assailed my thoughts all at once.
I was al0ne.
It dawned on me, the realizati0n that there is n0 one here but me.
Do i feel lonely?
I honestly don't kn0w!
Am i in a state of denial?
I think n0t.
I accept, and in truth, relish the idea of being by myself. I still find it a luxury to be able to keep to myself when it suits my purpose.
So, i suppose i'm n0t lonely, n0t yet atleast.
Alone, i would reflect on mem0ries that beg to be remembered. And there is always s0mething to remember. Everything in my childh0od.
Everything back h0me.
Every encounter that molded me into what i am n0w.
I know.. I'm being sentimental. But, I have no cause to argue with myself on this..
Peace!