timeout

ayos! i finally took the time to sit back, relax and reflect some.
napuna ko, mahigit kalahating taon na pala ang nakalipas sa 2010.
anu na nga bang pinag-gagawa ko sa buhay ko?!

kailangan mag buntong-hininga.

wala masyado.

may trabaho ako. to which i keep myself busy with, most of the time.
so far, enjoy naman.
i'm earning my keep. and as much as possible, i try to live by my means.
lahat naka budget.
managing my finances serves me well. i enjoy doing that, sa totoo lang.
i get to learn control and discipline.
not bad, when you're living alone at wala ka talagang maaasahan but yourself!

there, i'm romanticizing my being independent!
needless to say, masaya ako sa estado ng buhay ko ngayon.
no over-sized responsibility to another being, but to myself.
no committment to anyone. and heck, i'm more likely to commit myself to my work that to another person.

sure, pwedi naman yon.

but in retrospect, i'm wondering now if i'm beginning to become self-centered..

diyan, di ako sure.
hindi naman siguro.

i'm still in a path to chasing liberty.
so far, the costs are reasonable naman. yata?!

naisip ko lang kasi, the best things in life are free.
but the greater ones, they come with a price!

now, living my life as i see fit.

good thing, i still can afford to splurge XD